Bummer
- Kary Pearson
- Sep 17, 2023
- 1 min read
Today Daniel and I should be headed to Adelaide so he can see a specialist. Instead, I'm in a crash and not well enough to travel.
We considered alternatives like him going on his own, or flying there and back same day, but in the end he decided to reschedule. I feel guilty, but I'm also grateful that I won't have to be left by myself while I feel like this.
Planning anything when you have M.E. is laughable. I've been trying to rest for the past week in anticipation of going, but somehow I still feel worse. The only thing that's changed has been the weather, and this is a craptastic way to go into spring/summer.
Anyway, it's a bummer. It's hard to reconcile my hopes of going anywhere with the reality of barely being able to get to the next room.
(Kary's hisband) And to add to this, I also am not fit for travel. So, while I missed an appointment, the trip would have made my symptoms so much worse too.
The main reason I couldnt go alone was because I might not be fit enough. You should not feel guilty for how you feel. I am glad we cancelled in hindsight because of how I am today. That is without an 8 or more hour busride and no sleep on a hotel mattress.
We will get there, the world will have to wait
Love ya!